I have always struggled with my weight. Once, I maintained my weight at 125 pounds; but I was never satisfied with my body. Then when I got married, I realized how pretty and sexy I was [wink]. With my first pregnancy, I reached 186 pounds, when I was nine month pregnant and 206 pounds in the second pregnancy. Now, I am trying to lose weight and look good. This is my weight history: January 1994 104 lbs. student / participating in swimming event January 1998 118 lbs. started working January 2004 125 lbs. weight gaining begins May 2005 186 lbs. nine months pregnant with my first ...